I am not going to blog out the process of that freaking 16 hours of waiting and waiting and waiting for my baby to come out to this world.. but when my baby is out, oh, the sigh of relieve!..the sigh of ahhh..... at last!.... but i started to think the next step of how to take care of him..that's lead me to another step of stress..
My hubby was there with me for that freaking 16 hours, yes again i stress it out, that 16 freaking hours, ended up me giving birth to my baby boy by c-section. Credit to my hubby, he managed to pull in through and enter the operation theatre with me.. hahah.. (secret : my hubby actually scare of blood, he can't even see himself being poke with needle while doctor takes his blood sample for blood test) And and .. another secret : He cried!.. when he first saw the baby was took out from my bloody stomach. Phew!.. luckily he doesn't fainted..
My feeling? Super great!.. super excited!... just wanna get up and do whatever i ought to do like carrying my baby, give him a kiss.. everything.. but i had to lay there as my half body was numb and then i was knocked off.. the rest is history..
As for now, i've started to think of being the role of a mother.. how to be one? How to cope? how.. how?.. how?... and what happened if i can't be a good mother? or a wife... full of anticipations.
Quote of the day :
Gold is gold, no matter how muddied it becomes. The truth always wins out in the end.
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