New Project...

Talking about 'new project'.... after my 'soon become ex husband' moved out from the house, i have been telling myself to get my house revamp!..

Of course, all the lovey dovey wedding pictures are being kept away.. and moved all his belongings to an OLD box... marked as 'SAD' ... so i will not open it if i found it next time in the store room..

talking about wedding pictures.. i don't regret taking it but am not encourage others to make it a 'necessity' to take it as well.. to me, the important of photos are memories, doesn't matter whether it is a random pictures, or a well planned pictures eg. wedding pictures.. all these will become a memory...history... when you look back, it might brings you happiness or sadness.. eventually, you will learned..

It tells story thru the pictures.. pictures will not change, the only changes are human.. how fragile and fickle a human can be..

Looking at my son's pictures, it is like pieces of flash cards of happiness.. I know when he grow older, he might not be the same anymore... I am not putting up hope for him to 'reward' anything back to me.. never ever cross my mind to have claim back whatever i have put up for him.. My only wish is that I can be a good example to him that his mother has fought hard, she is strong, and for who she has a love of affection not only to her own son but to others... she has courage and confidence.. and able to raise him with strong spirit, creativity and broad-mindedness...

And for him to see and understand the sense of purpose of life.. treat people well, respect and gratitude..

For this.. am putting up 'Happiness' on my walls... and an encouragement for me to move on..

I had before and am having it now.. beautiful moments.. and hoping for more to come..