rush to work after sending my lil boy to nursery, rush with compilations of documentations for my Directors whom due to go to Frankfurt Fair on 10th Feb.. rush to meeting @ AEON Tmn Maluri and got very positive confirmation on 2 PWP loyalty redemption program in a year with AEON.. rush back usj taipan try to buy an eye drop that mom was searching at, unlucky, no such eye drop called Cetaphil.. as far as i concerned, there is only Cetaphil lotion.. NO eye drop but mum insisted that the doctor told her to buy Cetaphil eye drop.. rush back office to do proposal for all the outstanding proposals... continue with all the documentations preparation that needed from the Bosses..
Then after work, rush for dinner, then rush to KL for a brief presentation of my new Business.. superb!.. am just all pumped up with the whole concept and marketing plan that they presented to me.. and i believe it can WORK!.. and i am going to work it IF i want to have a bright future for both me and my son..
SAD!.. sad was that i received a call from my ex in the evening.. to borrow money..
i am not mad, i am not angry, but the feeling to describe it .. is SAD..
The person that i known for so long who i gave my love to, who i trusted, who i've admired before.. had turned into a pathetic man who has no more dignity, no more ego, no more pride... but a pity person who is so desperate that he has no choice to turn to his ex..
i refused to give him money.. but after he said, even RM1k was ok with him.. i decided to help him. Maybe people might thought that i am stupid, i am crazy.. but i've tried to put myself in his shoe, given the chance, he will not choose to go thru this path.. knowing his hell mighty ego..
But it will be no more 2nd time... he has his own life now, he has someone to share his burden with and not with me.. he chose to go on his own over the family he has once built, and that's where he will go.. not turn back to his past..
However, i wish him well.. as he is still the father of my son..
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