You got me...

Gosh... for how long?... how long??... hhhahhaha..

Yes, i have been lazzzzyyyiiinngg... super lazy. Many things been going on and i don't think i will be able to update it in to this blog but i am tending to update whatever is going on right now..

Been doing super well, after the divorce, thinking that i will not be back on my feet again, well, i managed it very well, been asking for guidance, been asking for opinion, been asking for thoughts.. and am i glad to have mentors and friends who has been so kind to me to guide me during the difficult time.

I have just been promoted and received my increment which am glad as i will be definitely need it in order for me to bring up my son and to support both of us at least... i will continue working super hard and also not to forget to have the balance of my life to enjoy my moment with my son and myself too.. all have to be in balance!.. balance!.. yes!.. hahhaha

Also, am not objecting myself not to fall in love again.. am still so much believe in love.. and i was listening to this song Fearless from Colbie Caillat, love it!.. am gonna sing this to my ex!..hahhaha

Sharing this lyric with you...

Fearless

If that's the way you love

You've got to learn so much

If that's the way you say goodbye

And this is how it ends

And I'm alright within

Never going to see me cry

Cause I've cried

Chorus :

So go on, go on and break my heart

I'll be okay

There's nothing you can do to me

That's ever going to burn me

So go on, go on and leave my love

Out on the street

I'm fearless

Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

So oh woh .. oh woh oh...

If this is how it hurts

It couldn't get much worse

If this is how it feels to fall

Then that's the way it is

We live with what we miss

We learn to build another wall

Till it falls

Back to Chorus

If it's between love and losing

To never have known the feeling

And I'm still sad we've loved

And if i end up lonely

At least I will be there knowing, I believe in love

Go on, go on break my heart

I'll be okay

I'm fearless

Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

Go on, go on and break my heart

I'll be okay

There's nothing you can do to me

That's ever going to burn me

So go on, go on and leave my love

Out on the street

I'm fearless

Better believe I'm fearless

So oh woh.. oh woh...

So go on and leave my love

Go on and leave my love

Go on and leave my love

Better believe I'm fearless, fearless..

Fearless....